Tuesday, July 03, 2001

A month has passed without a word, thoughts that are lost, time wasted, such precious time.....just gone........
Have I learned anything this past month? Not really.........I just got older another year and the countdown now starts again....how much time is left I wonder?
So much work yet ahead..........if reality really be a dream I want to wake up now.
But if my dreams really should become reality, then I'd be in really big trouble.
Half the battle of success is fighting the fear of what will happen when one really succeeds, fighting the success itself...........I'm defeating my own purpose here.......I'm my biggest enemy.......not good....not good at all.......
got to meditate on that one.........